Title: Our Poem
Your my one and only.
With out, I stay frozen.
With you, I melt,

You are my blue flame,
But
blue flames are to hot,
So with me, your warmth.

Together we are perfect.



Title: Reaction
Every step I take, is a step closer to you,
Each day passed, is one less waiting.
Each year gone, is more excitement,
I just can't wait, so much Title: Waiting
Every step I take, is a step closer to you,
Each day passed, is one less waiting.
Each year gone, is more excitement,
I just can't wait, so much impatience.
Your my love, with every temptation,
An addiction that has no relation,
A hidden secret, with so much correlation,
Your making me impatient,
I just can't take it,
It's bubbling inside,
this physical attraction,
is a chemical reaction,
that makes an addiction,
which causes a temptation.
Your my love, with every temptation,
An addiction that has no relation,
A hidden secret, with so much correlation,
Your making me impatient,
I just can't take it,
It's bubbling inside,
this physical attraction,
is a chemical reaction,
that makes an addiction,
which causes a temptation.


Title: Missing

I Miss The Way You Listen And Care
I Miss All The Times, That We Share
I Miss All Are Convos
That I Hold Dear

I Look Forward To Tomorrow
Knowing That Then
I'm One Step Closer
From Where I've Been,
And The Fact,
That I'll Get To Talk To You Again



Titleretending
Predictions never right
Right is never wrong
Everyone is lonely
Tis why we sing this song
Everyone is lonely
Never having faith
Dirtied by the lies
In everything disgrace.
--There was two more lines after this, but it didn't work out.





Title: Fear
Dark clouds rolling in,
Terror creeping beneath my skin.
I hate my life,
and you do to.
Lets end it now.
Before the blue moon.


Title: No Regrets
I will never forgive you,
I won't ever forget,
The day that you died without any regrets.
Not even from the day we met.
You shared your hopes and dreams,
Always trying your best,
Then the pressure came,
and with no hope left,
I stayed by your side,
Praying with you, until you decide,
I woke up that morning, with you dead on the floor,
You took your own life, with a paper in one hand,
It said that this was an honor,
To die without any regrets, and it said if I promised,
You'd come back from above,
Just before ten, the chimes start to ring,
I look at the clock, and just in time,
I begin to get up, when the light shines within.
I start to cry, and it brings out my soul,
I say my goodbyes, and away it goes.


Title: Unforgiven Pain
Have you ever felt the insecuritys of a relationship?
Where all you want to do is cry?
You come to realize your not trustworthy?
Where you can't trust the one you love, or even yourself?
You always thought it'd be forever?
Until the day you die?
Once you see the real sin here,
You'll come to believe that this was a deal,
If you can't trust yourself, or even your friends, and you can't trust your lover,
And when your parents betrayed you, and nothing's left,
Not even your other?
It's the pain we all go through,
And the life we all share,
Until that final moment, of that very despair,
We all say we're sorry,
And hope for redeement,
But we all really know, all we needed was you.
You said that you forgive all,
But how do you forgive someone with such deep pain?
The kind that never really goes away?
We all try our best, and we all do are part,
Until that final moment, when we all fall apart.


Title: For Every
For ever-y tear I cryed, I'll give them all back to you in pride.
For ever-y time I got mad, I'll let you hit me till I'm dead.
For ever-y time I walked away, I'll give you a hug, without any say.
For ever-y time I said goodbye, I'll shed another tear.
It hurts so bad, to leave you here,
It's sad to say,
Goodbye.


Title: Death
With this pain in my heart,
And me gasping for words,
I'll look to you,
With a glare in my eye,
And wonder and ask why,
You told me you loved me,
You said you did care,
Now here I stand,
Just gasping for air,
You look toward me,
With that smile on your face,
Strangling me with just your bare hands embrace,
You know that I loved you,
You knew that I cared,
Thats why I'm asking,
How could you do this?
I'm dangling now, with no hope left,
I hope your happy, I died without mess,
So now you'll leave, with that new girl,
I hope she sees the horror here.


Title: Promise
With this pinky-promise.
I promise I won't tell a soul,
For if I do, I musn't bail,
I'll take the pain,
For all it's worth,
I'll hold my promise,
With this curse,
I swear.


Title: Hope
Hope
Only means
Patheticly
Endless effort, that goes unrewarded.


Title: Wished
I wished that you would love me,
I wished that you where there,
I wished that you would never die,
But you never cared.


Title: I Try (Suicidal version) (I am not suicdal btw)
I tried to believe,
I tried to forget,
I tried not to cry,
But you made me regret,
So with this gun to my head,
And one bullet inside,
I'll take my own life,
So I can leave it all behind


Title: I Try


I tried to believe,
I tried to forget,
I tried not to cry,
But you made me regret,
With this pain in my heart,
And these tears in my eyes,
I'll make a mask,
So I have a disguise.


Title: See me
I tried to tell myself that I'm not in love,
I tried to lie, but it wouldnt work,
You never call, but I know you care,
You told me that theres nothing there,
You said you don't like telling people you don't love them back,
But you seemed to do fine, when you said it to me,
You probably don't realize how much it hurt me,
I hid my pain, but your best friend noticed,
Isn't that sad, that he could notice but you couldnt,
We're still friends, but it hurts so much,
I also know you said you didn't know if you have ever broken someones heart,
And you know what, look at me, you broke my heart,
Shattered it into a million pieces, over a girl you may never have,
I'll always be here, and maybe one day,
You'll see me and say to yourself, Shes always been there for me,
And has never let me down, I hope it's not to late.
Maybe I just want to be the one, that you never want to let go of.


Title: I hate you so much that I love you
I love to see you smile,
Hate to see you hurt, so I'll try to cheer you up, but you leave me in the dirt,
You always forget, and I'm stuck remembering,
So in the end, I'll be here for it all,
Much more than you would ever know, what happen that fall,
That I waited so long, but you never came at all,
I hate you so much, but I hate to say this,
Love isnt something I hate to give out so freely,
You can't even begin to realize.


Title: My Mask
Tears are my beauty,
Sadness is my eyes,
Pain is my soul,
and,
Happyness is the mask that I leave it all behind...




Title: Let's not
Little lies, and butterflies,
Funny jokes, lot's of pokes,
Cute smile, short miles,
Kissing, then missing,
Hugging, then bugging,
Kiss, poke, lot's of jokes, little lies, lots of flies, cute smile, to many miles,
Hug lots, let's not.


Title: Here
Have no fear,
I'm always here,
For if you are afraid,
Please don't lie,
I saw her die.


Title: Why is it my heart hurts?
Why is it when you love someone with all your heart,
They return the favor by putting a hole in your heart,
Do they actually care, were they even there?
To hold you when you cried, or maybe they just
lied,
Do they care when you're sad, or if you're mad?
Do they say sorry for stupid little things?
I wouldn't know, because I have no heart for life
anymore.
It's all too sad, and I hate being the one who
cries.








Title: Wonder
I wonder where you've gone,
Wondering if I may be the one,
I know I love you,
But I'm sure you don't feel the same,
But this is the only way,
I can truly tell you how I feel,
You've given me a chance,
But now I want to dance,
So please take my hand,
And please don't change my stance,
I really want you to dance,
I guess I was wrong once again,
You don't like me and I was fooled,
Guess it's time to go,
Please don't run, but don't stay close,
You were my everything, now it's gone,
I'm sorry if I hurt you,
But I think you hurt me more,
Now I have to go,
And change my life before it's ruined.








Title: Lonely
Lying here with all sound drowned out
Out of breathe from running away
No one to hear my cries of pain
Everyone to busy to care
Lying here with no one to love
Yet I can see you, you'll never be there.








Title: Hated
How can one be so hated?
All they care about is themselves
Truth is, every is hated by someone
Everyone has a foe, even if they don't know,
Down with the hate, and joy for the loved.








Title: Crying
Caring wasn't there
Really no one cared
You probably didn't notice
I was crying while we were there
No one saw me, but I know I was there
Gone with the wind, to the way beyond












Title: Hurt
Why do you call me names?
Why can't you be the blame?
I try not to feel ashamed,
But I must say you're not the same.
You never call,
And you never want to go to the mall,
All you do is watch that old movie, Saw.
Now I'm headed to the mall,
Where there is going to be a brawl,
I probably won't win, because you never called,
She was better, and loved you for it all.
Now I'm hurt and heading home,
Where I will go and wait by the phone,
I know you won't call, and I'll just moan,
Just so you know, I really did love you,
But I guess she was more, of someone like you.








Title: Poem from my book, Death and Memories
Please do not go… Not again, don't leave me here…
Please stay as near to my heart as possible…
I can't take much more…
I'm dieing on the inside and yet…
Your voice tells me to go on…
So I will finish even if…
I die trying…
I'll live on for you.






Title: Second poem from my book, Death and Memories
Please mom, dad take me with you…
Don't leave me here with reality…
I can't take it, there's just too much…
All I dream of is still being with you…
I just hope the memories of you…
Never fade…






Title: Being Sick
Sick can be like feeling bad,
If you can't help it call your dad,
Can you see why I hate what I had?
Kind of like being dead.









Dedicated to Jessica Robbinson, my first best friend.
I'll always wonder where you've gone,
Never to forget, the things you've done,
Forget to call, but I won't mind,
You have my trust, and you're always kind.





Title: Best Friends
You are my best friends,
Are you aware?
The one and the only,
Best Friends to be there.




Title: Love Isn't Always True
Love can be a beautiful thing,
Isn't it what you want it to be?
Always someone there to remind you to see,
True love can happen wherever you may be.




Title: Why can't you love me?
Why do I wonder where you are?
Can't you see me in the dark?
You said you loved me, but you lied.
Love isn't always the way to die.
Me and you are so far, so why do I wonder where you still are?




Title: When I let you go.
When I try to think, your name comes to my mind,
I try to forget, but you won't let it die.
Let it go, so we can move on,
You never realize the pain that you cause,
Go far away to a place way beyond.




Title: Jill
Joy isn't always there, when you want it to be.
It's like waiting for a blind man, to be able to see.
Love can be found if you don't really try.
Like when you least expect it, and your already saying goodbye.






First Poem
A bud still waiting to bloom,
Waiting for the sun and the moon.




Second Poem
I'm here for you as you are for me,
Together we'll stand,
Just you and me.




Third Poem
As I wait for you,
You wait for me,
And then when the time comes,
I'll be there for you, as you were for me.




Fourth Poem
I help you up, as you try to stand,
You try to get up, but you fall down again.
So I go to you, and give you my hand,
And as you get up you take my hand,
I help you back up, now your standing tall,
Now we can go, and help the rest up,
And show them their the best,
And so are we,
So together we'll stand,
Until we fall down, and then,
We'll get up, and start all over again.




Fifth Poem
Together we'll stand or together we'll fall,
But either way you look at it, I'll be here for it all.




Sixth Poem
A bud just waiting to bloom, waiting for the water and sun.
But wait, you already have both, because you're not a budding flower.
You're already full bloomed.




Seventh Poem


See you're already a full grown flower.
And I'll be the stem that holds you up, don't worry.
I'll do my best not to let you down.